WORD.
Maybe I shouldn’t be pasting this all over the web, but tumblr is somewhat my diary and rant-book.
My mother had an abortion once. It was soon after my younger brother that she rushed to the hospital with her best friend Julie to get a suction cup attached to her abdomen. My second baby brother was killed with a fucking vacuum cleaner. To make matters worse, my younger brother was already an accident - this has come to scar him for the rest of his childhood. Not that we really had a childhood anyways. I lost a family member because my parents were fucking retarded. Scratch that. Are fucking retarded. And as much as I love them, it is in this area that I can never forgive them.
Just like I will never forgive my mother for leaving me to fend for myself.
So many people these days have been coming to me worried about pregnancy and accidents. When I ask why should they be worried if they used a condom? They didn’t. And I tell them the entire process of taking plan b, waiting for your body to freak out, calmly looking for your first period, getting blood tested at the college hospital. Which is fine, I’ll give you that service for free. But when you come asking me a second time around what to do because you did the same thing again? I’m going to get angry because I worry and I freak out. Don’t be a fucking idiot and just either:
a. get on birth control
b. use a condom
c. prepare to fucking kill a child through abortion
You shit heads, come on?! If I get one more worried text that you got pregnant because you decided to get smart and not use a condom, relying on the “pull-out” method that gives full responsibility to the boy to not only no pre-cum (which they can’t control) but hold it in also.
You better be prepared to pay that abortion bill, because I hope your baby daddy leaves. You don’t deserve to be a mother, we have enough fucked up kids in the world.
My girlfriend and I just started having sex. She swears against condoms, and just tells me to use the pull-out method. I have good stamina, and haven’t “blown it” pre-maturely. Nor do I think I will.
I’m quite conflicted. It feels much better without protection, but I’d feel more at peace if I was using it.
Do you have experience in this department? Am I worrying too much? What should I tell her?
Do me a favor and name your first abortion after me.Fucking morons.