05.29.2014

It’s late, but I can’t seem to fall asleep..

I ended up looking through all these old photos on my timeline and Instagram reel - I’m glad I have so many, but at the same time I also felt I didn’t have enough. I wish I took more photos in middle school and high school. I also wish my parents took more photos during my childhood.

Success, achievement, and getting your shit together seems to be on everyone’s minds lately. I realized today how I want my life to look.

I honestly just want it to be fun. To be filled with happiness, family, and friends. One roller coaster adventure after another. I want to look back through my photos and see my past selves having the time of their lives.

I don’t mean to say that you should throw your lifelong dreams and aspirations for changing the world away…I just think it’s important to live a life where when you reflect, you have fond memories and had a lot of fun with this one life we’re given.

We don’t have to always be forced to some existence and success level dictated by society. I don’t have to be at this and that point in my life just because 40 something year olds are telling me so. I’ll get there, I just want to have fun along the way.

Besides, there’s nothing wrong with actually LIVING. Simply, living.

05.22.2014

Honestly, all I really want right now in life is a really comfy bed.

It just hit me this week how much I really love having a personal space that I put together. Being able to choose my sheets and find the perfect comforter, really makes me happy..

However, I didn’t realize how expensive decent duvets and covers were! $100+ each. That honestly seems ridiculous for just a blanket, but I suppose there are many people in this world who appreciate the perfect bed for them.

I’m extremely grateful to have a roof over my head and my own space to create. If thinking about beds and blankets are the only things on my mind recently, that isn’t so bad at all. It’s important for me to understand that.

I can’t wait to sleep.

drunk texts.

It’s kind of sweet, really.

That even when someone isn’t thinking coherently and can’t type for anything on their smartphone - they’re thinking of you. They try their best in whatever state they’re in to reach out and tell you things they didn’t think they could say during the day. It’s not the prettiest chain of texts itself, but the feelings are all there. It’s a beautiful thing to be the person who receives them.

Do you get drunk texts?